Lord, when I should feel good, why do I feel so rotten?
When I need You the most, why am I forgotten?
It was You that said I am the Lord that healeth thee.
Yet, when I call upon You, there seems no time for me.
With all this pain I sure need a touch.
Won't You come; I need it so much.
This is something You should understand.
Yet You don't touch me with Your healing hand.
You know I love You so much.
Now where are You when I so badly need a touch?
It feels like the whole world has come to batter.
And You don't seem to care; it just doesn't matter.
Lord, You know when this suffering began, I cried out to You time and again.
But You weren't there to help for me.
Why is it my suffering You cannot see?
I didn't know anyone could suffer this bad.
I seem to have lost even the joy and peace I once had.
Surely, Lord, about all this suffering You know. Why then do You not come when I need You so?
Are You going to continue to pass me by?
When I call why do You not reply?
What good is it to seek and get into Your word?
Because when I pray my voice is not heard.
I created the worlds, I created you.
Suffering and shame I also went through.
You will once again rejoice and be glad.
And think it is the greatest day you ever had.

Lord why do You no longer care?
Why my burdens alone must I bear?
My life with You I always planned to share.
Now, You just don't care.
Lord we used to have so many good talks.
And together we took our walks.
The path I was on seemed so clear.
Now, You just don't care.
My life used to be filled with joy and peace.
Lord what happened between us that caused it to cease?
You used to hold me dear. Now, You just don't care.
There was a time I know You loved me.
Now my troubles You no longer see.
When I call You do not hear. Because, You just don't care.
Our relationship used to be so good.
I thought coming to You I always could.
You used to be so near.
Now, You just don't care.
Must I cry out to You night and day?
While You turn Your head and look the other way?
Why has my life turned from joy to fear?
Because, You just don't care.
If I didn't care I would have stayed with the Father.
If I didn't care, to die for you why would I even bother? Alone you would be to face your troubles and your fear.
You have never been alone, and yes, I do care.